Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Monday, March 14, 2011
Honestly...
but here I am
Oh, you came so suddenly
And what’s unfair is…
Is that i’m here and you’re there
Tell me how you’ve been
want to see your face again
’cause I’m missing you
Oh it’s been a while
last time my heart felt a smile
It’s yearning for you
Honestly, your love completes me
completely.......
You are, you are
My light when there is only dark
you’ve been, you’ve been
the one I just can’t be apart
with you, with you
I know I’ll never feel alone
Someday, someday
I know we’ll be together soon ’cause
Honestly, your love completes me
completely....
No one else can compare
time and time again you take me there
high above the clouds
when I don’t hear your voice
my spirit’s low I have choice
can’t keep lying to myself
Honestly, your love completes me
completely.....
I never thought I was capable
but here I am.....
Melissa Polinar – Honestly Lyrics
It's been awhile...
Sunday, July 26, 2009
...take me with you,any where you go...
We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed,
I don't have anything to hide,
I don't have anything everything is not for certain,
I don't have anything to hide,
I don't have anything everything is not for certain...
And I'm loving every minute of it,
Its like I'm born again every time I breath in so,
If you're curious my favorite color's blue,
And I like to sing in the shower,
If you like I'll sing to you...
Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams,
I want you to take me there (take me there),
Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams,
I want to take you there (take you there),
Tell me everything,
Every breath,
I want you to know I'll be there (know I'll be there),
There's just one more thing,
One request,
I want you to take me with you..." *secondhand serenade's Take me with you*
..."you'll be my stars and i'll be your moon"..
You're the person pop into my mind...
Wouldn't it be lovely if you're here to witness this pretty moon out there tonight with me but somehow i'll imagine you're here with me...
i know how lucky i am to have you by my side everyday,every single moment because 'i love you yang'...
i know how much you love the stars so i'll be the moon and be by your side every night,together,forever yang..."
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
...get to know you...
the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand"
*it kills me when i feel like you don't care...
Saturday, June 20, 2009
...turning 19teen soon...
okay,i'll be turning 19teen like in 5days time and yes,i know how i hate turning old that fast but come on,turning 19teen ain't that bad after all.Despite being a year older than last year,legal to do almost everything?lolz..a lot wiser and mature to deal with the crazy and mean world out there.
Oh well,since its my BIG day so im pretty sure im getting myself some stuff as well..a new shirt,pants and probably a shoe?not sure about the shoes because sigh..im not a shoe person and i don't simply go for shoe shopping xD but having a new outfit which includes a new skinnies jeans and checkered shirt is a must!!a new hairstyle for turning 19teen?i guess im going to pass on that,i'll stick with my mo-hawk...
Well,being a year older soon and at times i wonder how time pass that fast.My memories still fresh about what hapenned yesterday and a couple years ago..I was that little kid running around in primary school to catching people skipping classes in high school and now after all that,adlan still enjoying life with what it have to offer me.I'm grateful for having all my friends since high school and im thankful for all you still sticking around even lots of us have went separate ways but with just a call,you guys and girls definitely be there =)..oh how much i miss you all and lynn,looks like i get to spend my birthday with you this year and anis,you promise me you going to go up there on the stage for my birthday present right?You now what i mean woman so yea..
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
...hands down to you,am i just a stranger?...
Well,life been pretty satisfying lately but to adlan,he have his ups and downs too!!!..its life so why shall we bother much about it and just live life to the fullest and happy?haha of course we do,sorry,i feel bored and was waiting for you to be back online but the clock is almost 10p.m. here so im pretty sure you won't be back on...
It's alright,i shall wait then because i was late...im sorry aite?i guess it'll be yet another night going to sleep and not being able to talk to you.I guess i shall wait till another day,another sun to rise to the sky and i hope it will so i get to know how you're doing over there,good?having a bad day?missing home?sigh...how i wish tonight just pass like a breeze of the cold wind and the clock hanging on my wall just tick a few hours faster and i'll get through all this misery...
Oh why oh why?why all of us have to be parted away from each other?you're god knows how many thousand mile away from me and soon,lynn,you're leaving me too...why am i the only one stuck here and being the only one missing people?why oh why?im sitting here feeling all my emptiness and this feeling really killing me.How i wish you could heal me now and get me out of this black hole,will you?
Sometimes i feel like a stranger to this world out there?but somehow i just want to pretend and carrying on living in it.I hope im no stranger to you but maybe we are since its been only a short period of time we've met but the day you left,i never knew it will or might be the final time we'll be seeing each other but i don't hope so.I have no idea when will you be back and if months it will be,i shall be standing right here,silently waiting for you to be back.I never hope to be a stranger to you,i was hearing to this secondhand serenade's Stranger and somehow it lead me to you.Well,you know how much i like to express myself through songs or the meanings of the lyrics right?so there this few line when i heard it makes me to think of you...
Turn Around,
Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction,
So there is a connection,
I can't speak,
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention,
I'm staring at perfection,
Take a look at me so you can see,
How beautiful you are...
You call me a stranger,
You say I'm a danger,
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight,
I'm broke and abandoned,
You are an angel,
Making all my dreams come true tonight...
I'm confident,
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you,
I knew you could see right through me,
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into,
I was hoping that you could see,
Take a look at me so you can see...... *stranger by Secondhand Serenade*
So yea..that's how it would be but i wish i could tell you all this but i guess not huh?hmm..will fate bring us to see each other again?will i ever see the sweet smile of yours that could even stop my heart beats?like the last time you smile at me from where the table you sat in my store and all i could do is just smile to you,sorry aite?i should have walk towards you and talk to you before i don't get any chance.Remember the line from the song Hands Down that i was talking about to you?and that final line about how sweet it was?here it is...
Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair,
That you twirled in your fingers,
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late,
And this walk that we shared together,
The streets were wet and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it and I let you in,
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist,
And you kissed me like you meant it,
And I knew that you meant it,
That you meant it, that you meant it,
And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it... *Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional*
Monday, June 15, 2009
...sometimes things just meant not to be huh?...
and you got me too..
And every time i think of it i wish i was...i don't believe its true,
That someone like you loves me too.."
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
..it's that time of year when they all go seperate ways...
Story 1 : Is age is just a number?well,for my friend here it is because she fall in love with this guy who is twice her age!!yes people,I'm not kidding about this..She met this fella some time back then and she fall for him as soon as she see him and I'm surprise that "Love in first sight" still happened in this era huh?well,despite all the advices her friends gave her she just ignore it because many of them think she won't get anything out of this..But at times she just felt that she is the one who is falling in love and don't think this fella is loving her at all xD..But after thinking over it,she doesn't mind and still want to continue with what she is doing now and to me,i felt that is such a pity thing to do when you love someone and don't even think he loves you back sigh...well,love is blind isn't it??all i can do is wish you luck in whatever you're doing..
Story 2 : There is no guarantee that you'll live life together even having years of relationship..This couple,both of them are my friends and the guy always think that his girl neglect him with her busy study schedules and assignments (i guess it's normal in college life) till one fine day he can't take it no more,he ended the 5years relationship he had and surprisingly to me,he hook up with a student exchange from Switzerland because he thinks this new girl knows him better than his ex xD..One thing bugging my mind about couples this day is why do you hook up with a person if you never think that she is the one for you and that consists of that person loves you and knows you well??sigh..its such a pity scenario to think of actually xD..and one day his ex called me up to know why he reacts this way so after explaining everything her she broke to tears (gosh,how i hate girls crying) on the phone and she regrets for what she done and really wants him back so badly but i guess after you loose something,its hard to get it back the way you wanted it...so people,'treasure' is the word.
Story 3 : Do anyone trust in long distance relationship?If to people who don't im sorry to say you all are bullshit-ing xD..Loving a person is also about trusting someone so what is the problem?Oh well,back to the story...it all happened when my this friend got back from aussie for her holidays...When the first time i got to know they were together,i was happy because to me,they were the couple made in heaven and to just simplify things,the guy is willing to go all the way to pick her up and the girl is willing to jump over her house gate to go out with him =)..well,when its time for her to go back to aussie,the both of them was still fine but as time goes by,the guy feeling the loneliness without her by his side so as all humans make mistakes,he have another girl..somehow he thought the aussie girl didn't know about it (actually she knew it all along) and when she ask,he keeps denying till one day he can't deny no more and he told the truth and once a perfect relationship he had just clashed right in front of his eyes and he i know,he never felt so regret in his life losing something till that day...Oh well,humans never feel regret losing something they treasure or love till they loose it and even one of my friend said about him that "His heart belongs to the aussie girl but his body belongs to the malaysian girl" (sorry,i can't mention any names so hope you all still understand the stories aite?)..
Well well,that is the conclusion of my 3 sad love stories and to me,having a relationship or even loving someone is not that hard actually..Once upon a time i did have a relationship that somehow along the road it turn sour and even myself back then and i couldn't let her go till somehow i thought it through,even though its hard to let go someone you love but for the good of both people,letting her go and wish her all the best for her life is the only best options you left actually =)...Love to me is like a "two way traffic",you need both people to love/care/trust each other and i hate about people being with each other just for 'BENEFITS'..What the hell,you're being together for just benefits?im not going to elaborate about the 'benefits' terms and hope you people understand what benefits was i talking about...To me,nothing guarantees you'll be forever with the girl you're in a relationship so i will treasure every moment or every seconds being together with her and not forgetting loving that very person with all your heart,as much as you can possibly give because to me,that's the least i could do and give her...
Sunday, May 31, 2009
...guess who is coming to town??...

...pulut cenndol...

Sunday, May 17, 2009
...me an animal lover???...

..to my supermom =)..

Sunday, May 3, 2009
...boys and their toys...

p.s.*my dream motorcycle would be a nice old school scooter*..
...whats mine is yours as well...

you Wan Fatin Irina or simply known by everyone as Lynn hehe yea,what the??the name is like way different from each other lolz..aite,i owe a lot to this girl and she is the one who help me out when everything in my world seems to stumble down on me and i personally not a very strong person to cope with failures and without her advices,im not very sure i can actually stand back on my feet and move on with my life.She was there to witness everything and how things progress between me and baiti in the past and i think she is the only one who know the truth what happened between us xD..and well,from a friend of my ex-gf to my emo partner now and what more can i ask from you yang?? =)..you the only person i think i have owe so much that i don't even know howta repay to you sigh...all those time you was there to listens to my sorrows and you didn't actually turn away from me but still layan me instead,honestly im amazed..you were baiti's best friend and who is adlan to you back then??you didn't just walk away and you understand me so well..Oh well,look where it brought us today?Even with you thousand miles away from where i am,we still feel dat closeness that we had when you're back in Malaysia hehe..I know its hard to cope with all those time difference and me and my working timing but amazingly we did!!..lolz yes i'll remember that the quote that we came out with "what is mine is yours and what is yours is mine as well" and that was sweet of you haha This post is specially for you and i want to say a million "thank you" for all you have done for me and all those time you wasted on me too..i can't wait for you to be back in june and the lepak-ing routine with najee,anis and zan will be back like usual haha..you take care now and remember this,someone always will be missing you here in malaysia..
Saturday, May 2, 2009
...just don't close your eyes...

Friday, May 1, 2009
...car and their gender...
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oh well,this post is suppose to be posted like last year but well guys,i was THAT lazy towards the end of last year so here the story people..i know the title of the blog is kinda tak masuk akal and sounded kinda dumb but after looking at those pictures above,it looks as though the vehicle there have b***s lolz gosh,sorry for the foul language =)...Oh yea,it all started with this nite out yam cha-ing with ryan in murni with a bunch of fellas and praevin's ex or maybe still together girlfriend (I DON'T GIVE A S**T!!) yea and we are chatting all the way till this 018 line people disturbed with their stupid stalls they set up across where we're seating sigh...and i was kinda hyper that nite and was looking left then right then left then right again (sorry bout this =D) and suddenly notice the 018people truck having something hanging down there and seriously look fuuny wei haha so ryan decided to go near the truck and take a picture for us cuz the truck having b***s is like some HOT topic among us haha
...simple as that??...

well after awhile singing with them in room so i decided to pay the toilet a visit *wth!!..yes guys,im that bored and decided to tell this story xD..haha* yea and when im done doin what i got to do in the toilet and obviously im gonna wash my hands,i notice there is this paper on the wall showing the steps howta wash your hands??what the?you actually have steps howta wash your hands??but seriously,im proud to know that some of the venue in malaysia is actually taking cleanliness steps pretty seriously lolz..its good in a way i guess since we having this new sickness "swine flu" spreading across the continent and who knows if we're lucky enough,with our state of cleanliness is in check,we can actually prevent all dis sickness =)..well,we SHOULD learn from our neighbour country Singapore when it comes to cleanliness hehe they BAN chewing gum in their country!!???..pity those kids there growing up with no idea how a gum taste like lolz..xD..Bull shi* gila la...
Monday, April 27, 2009
...leaving it late to wrap it up...
Aite,dis post is about Manchester United the football club i supported ever since i started watching football at the age of 13 =)..i miss the chance of watching the likes of Cantona and the others playing but oh well,looks like in my own generation i have my own stars in the club as well =)..Honestly a lot of people adore the player Cristiano Ronaldo but to me the unsung hero for the club would be our young striker Wayne Rooney hehe if you observe carefully every game he'll give 110% in his effort of playing and no other of his team members can compare to him,he is dat good people..Recently in the game against the spurs we were down by 2goals by haltime but after the break we came out and wrap up things courtesy of rooney's assists and goals =)..well done to the boy who grew up supporting everton and hating liverpool lolz..We're hoping he firepower and his good run of form can continue when Arsenal which is so called our arch rival of all time visit to Old Trafford for the Champions League Semifinal first-leg hehe it's one hell of a game should be and fans for neither side are keeping their fingers cross for a good result.So to Man United fans out there,we should be hoping our defence is tough as rock since dat particular position haven't been inconsistent this season..In attack,with ronaldo/rooney co. we'll be firing in all cylinders and in midfield with the likes of old hand players like scholes and giggs,their experience is vital against the gunners young side..p.s. a special message to lynn and to all gunners fans out there,you guys are gonna be gun DOWN in the Theatre of Dreams cuz i think in dis stage of the Champions League,experience is the key of winning the game and you guys are having QUITE a young team xD...oh well,arsenal sucks so dat explain it all lolz!!!..you guys are young and arrongant like fabregas,persie and definitely ADEBAYOR sighh..you guys have no love for the game at all haha..








