Wednesday, June 17, 2009

...hands down to you,am i just a stranger?...

Aite,its was a very quiet night im having tonight but since when does adlan have a busy or havoc night life?Once upon a time ago kut but i have always been and regarded as the quiet one =)

Well,life been pretty satisfying lately but to adlan,he have his ups and downs too!!!..its life so why shall we bother much about it and just live life to the fullest and happy?haha of course we do,sorry,i feel bored and was waiting for you to be back online but the clock is almost 10p.m. here so im pretty sure you won't be back on...

It's alright,i shall wait then because i was late...im sorry aite?i guess it'll be yet another night going to sleep and not being able to talk to you.I guess i shall wait till another day,another sun to rise to the sky and i hope it will so i get to know how you're doing over there,good?having a bad day?missing home?sigh...how i wish tonight just pass like a breeze of the cold wind and the clock hanging on my wall just tick a few hours faster and i'll get through all this misery...

Oh why oh why?why all of us have to be parted away from each other?you're god knows how many thousand mile away from me and soon,lynn,you're leaving me too...why am i the only one stuck here and being the only one missing people?why oh why?im sitting here feeling all my emptiness and this feeling really killing me.How i wish you could heal me now and get me out of this black hole,will you?

Sometimes i feel like a stranger to this world out there?but somehow i just want to pretend and carrying on living in it.I hope im no stranger to you but maybe we are since its been only a short period of time we've met but the day you left,i never knew it will or might be the final time we'll be seeing each other but i don't hope so.I have no idea when will you be back and if months it will be,i shall be standing right here,silently waiting for you to be back.I never hope to be a stranger to you,i was hearing to this secondhand serenade's Stranger and somehow it lead me to you.Well,you know how much i like to express myself through songs or the meanings of the lyrics right?so there this few line when i heard it makes me to think of you...

Turn Around,
Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction,
So there is a connection,
I can't speak,
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention,
I'm staring at perfection,
Take a look at me so you can see,
How beautiful you are...


You call me a stranger,
You say I'm a danger,
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight,
I'm broke and abandoned,
You are an angel,
Making all my dreams come true tonight...


I'm confident,
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you,
I knew you could see right through me,
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into,
I was hoping that you could see,
Take a look at me so you can see...... *stranger by Secondhand Serenade*


So yea..that's how it would be but i wish i could tell you all this but i guess not huh?hmm..will fate bring us to see each other again?will i ever see the sweet smile of yours that could even stop my heart beats?like the last time you smile at me from where the table you sat in my store and all i could do is just smile to you,sorry aite?i should have walk towards you and talk to you before i don't get any chance.Remember the line from the song Hands Down that i was talking about to you?and that final line about how sweet it was?here it is...

Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair,
That you twirled in your fingers,
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late,
And this walk that we shared together,
The streets were wet and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it and I let you in,
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist,
And you kissed me like you meant it,
And I knew that you meant it,
That you meant it, that you meant it,
And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it... *Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional*

*hands down to you girl,end discussion....



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