Your love completes me,completely...

Honestly...

I heard this song the other day by scrolling the youtube and 1st,i found this amazing talented singer from kuching who can really sing.Her name is Tysha Tiar,she is local and check out her cover for this 'Honestly and 'All cried out songs.Our country really need more of this talent to break out to the music industry because,this people really are good but left un-notice.2nd,this 'Honestly song by Melissa Polinar who is the original singer to this song is unbelievably great! I don't know much about her but definitely a one to keep an eye on.To those out there who haven't hear this song,enjoy...

I wanna dedicate this song to you.The lines in there makes me feel like i'm going through all that.Here are the lines from me to you yang...i love you b...

I never felt this way before

I never thought I was capable

but here I am

Oh, you came so suddenly

And I didn’t know what took over me

And what’s unfair is…

Is that i’m here and you’re there

Tell me how you’ve been

want to see your face again

’cause I’m missing you

Oh it’s been a while

last time my heart felt a smile

It’s yearning for you

Honestly, your love completes me

completely.......

You are, you are

My light when there is only dark

you’ve been, you’ve been

the one I just can’t be apart

with you, with you

I know I’ll never feel alone

Someday, someday

I know we’ll be together soon ’cause

Honestly, your love completes me

completely....

No one else can compare

time and time again you take me there

high above the clouds

when I don’t hear your voice

my spirit’s low I have choice

can’t keep lying to myself

Honestly, your love completes me

completely.....

I never felt this way before

I never thought I was capable

but here I am.....

Melissa Polinar – Honestly Lyrics

It's been awhile...

As i look at our pictures i just can't believe that in 3months time,it will be our 2nd year being together.Life as we know it we been through many ups and downs as any other regular couple are going through but to me yang,what make us special?It's the distance we have to put through all along and i'm very lucky that i'm having a very understanding yet patient girlfriend who also have the trust in me.ALL this have brought us where we are today yang.I won't lie to you that it's been tough but like i always said,"i'm close to you wherever you are yang"...

It's been awhile i haven't been uploading pictures nor even posting anything in my blog and after awhile,i want my this first post written about you darling...

Who would have know that 7hours time difference between Paris and KL i would say quite acceptable for us,i know its been difficult since we miss each other constantly but we are living it through yang and so far so good.Remember i told you every night i would open our melbourne album that you gave me and start flipping through just to reminisce our happy moments over there yang?i still do baby,every night without fail.Even though some nights i am just too sleepy,i'll at least look at my favourite pick just to think about you yang...

SOON,hopefully i can fund myself for another trip back there and we will be making a 2nd album for us aite yang?I promise you this.Lately,i've been hearing many songs that constantly remind me of you darling and i know i told you this before my love,my life is practically revolves around you.I won't try to deny that i'm missing you very much yang with you there and i'm here but our love keeps us close together.oh well this following picture i'm very much in love with darling,hope you're too!...

My sweetheart irina,i miss you and hoping days goes by faster so you'll be back in my arms again.Where you truly belong.I love you yang...

...take me with you,any where you go...

well,it's a song which you fall in love with and pretty sure because of this few lines...

"Tell me all the things you never said,
We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed,
I don't have anything to hide,
I don't have anything everything is not for certain,
I don't have anything to hide,
I don't have anything everything is not for certain...

You started to see right through me,
And I'm loving every minute of it,
Its like I'm born again every time I breath in so,
If you're curious my favorite color's blue,
And I like to sing in the shower,
If you like I'll sing to you...

Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams,
I want you to take me there (take me there),
Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams,
I want to take you there (take you there),
Tell me everything,
Every breath,
I want you to know I'll be there (know I'll be there),
There's just one more thing,
One request,
I want you to take me with you..." *secondhand serenade's Take me with you*

*smiLes...i know my favourite colour is blue but i know how much you love this song kan yang?aww...i don't care bout how far are we,thousands of kilometres won't keep us away from each other and i can promise you that yang...

..."you'll be my stars and i'll be your moon"..

*that's my yang there =)*

this is what i texted you tonight..

"The moon is not in it's full shape tonight but somehow the glow and the beautiful half circle shape makes it look so pretty that when i look at it....
You're the person pop into my mind...
Wouldn't it be lovely if you're here to witness this pretty moon out there tonight with me but somehow i'll imagine you're here with me...
i know how lucky i am to have you by my side everyday,every single moment because 'i love you yang'...
i know how much you love the stars so i'll be the moon and be by your side every night,together,forever yang..."

...get to know you...

"If i could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile,

the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand"

Well i know how much you're not really into songs and all so i guess you won't understand what i posted to you despite how much i want you to understand.I was just hoping to make you smile with every post i written for you and about the other day when i told you whether you want to watch something sweet and i actually send you the link?Yea,its not something freaky but it was actually a music that been edited into a sweet classic love movie which i believe you have watch it and im not those you tube FREAKS!!!...i still have a life other then watching all this aite?i just wanted to cheer you up a little by doing so but i guess you think likewise huh?you're were all tense up at that moment.And the last time when we actually chat,that night,i felt like you're letting me go and i guess somehow you meant it so yes,there wasn't any drastic change from me but remember about me saying that i wanted to take things slow?yes,i guess i want to know you more and i know where i stand because i know who i am?i'm adlan,an average joe and what am i compared to you so yea.Lets just put it this way,i want to get to know you as you want to get to know me (which i hope you do) and that is of course,if you let me.

*it kills me when i feel like you don't care...

...turning 19teen soon...

*im craving for all this...

okay,i'll be turning 19teen like in 5days time and yes,i know how i hate turning old that fast but come on,turning 19teen ain't that bad after all.Despite being a year older than last year,legal to do almost everything?lolz..a lot wiser and mature to deal with the crazy and mean world out there.

Oh well,since its my BIG day so im pretty sure im getting myself some stuff as well..a new shirt,pants and probably a shoe?not sure about the shoes because sigh..im not a shoe person and i don't simply go for shoe shopping xD but having a new outfit which includes a new skinnies jeans and checkered shirt is a must!!a new hairstyle for turning 19teen?i guess im going to pass on that,i'll stick with my mo-hawk...

Well,being a year older soon and at times i wonder how time pass that fast.My memories still fresh about what hapenned yesterday and a couple years ago..I was that little kid running around in primary school to catching people skipping classes in high school and now after all that,adlan still enjoying life with what it have to offer me.I'm grateful for having all my friends since high school and im thankful for all you still sticking around even lots of us have went separate ways but with just a call,you guys and girls definitely be there =)..oh how much i miss you all and lynn,looks like i get to spend my birthday with you this year and anis,you promise me you going to go up there on the stage for my birthday present right?You now what i mean woman so yea..

I want to wish my 2other friends who celebrating their birthday too on the 28th and 30th,Lexandl Gan and Praevin,hope you guys have a good one and i was hoping to spend birthday together but we shall see how everthing go..HAPPY 19TEEN
BRO!!!...

*will i end up like this?gosh,i hate this dude...

...hands down to you,am i just a stranger?...

Aite,its was a very quiet night im having tonight but since when does adlan have a busy or havoc night life?Once upon a time ago kut but i have always been and regarded as the quiet one =)

Well,life been pretty satisfying lately but to adlan,he have his ups and downs too!!!..its life so why shall we bother much about it and just live life to the fullest and happy?haha of course we do,sorry,i feel bored and was waiting for you to be back online but the clock is almost 10p.m. here so im pretty sure you won't be back on...

It's alright,i shall wait then because i was late...im sorry aite?i guess it'll be yet another night going to sleep and not being able to talk to you.I guess i shall wait till another day,another sun to rise to the sky and i hope it will so i get to know how you're doing over there,good?having a bad day?missing home?sigh...how i wish tonight just pass like a breeze of the cold wind and the clock hanging on my wall just tick a few hours faster and i'll get through all this misery...

Oh why oh why?why all of us have to be parted away from each other?you're god knows how many thousand mile away from me and soon,lynn,you're leaving me too...why am i the only one stuck here and being the only one missing people?why oh why?im sitting here feeling all my emptiness and this feeling really killing me.How i wish you could heal me now and get me out of this black hole,will you?

Sometimes i feel like a stranger to this world out there?but somehow i just want to pretend and carrying on living in it.I hope im no stranger to you but maybe we are since its been only a short period of time we've met but the day you left,i never knew it will or might be the final time we'll be seeing each other but i don't hope so.I have no idea when will you be back and if months it will be,i shall be standing right here,silently waiting for you to be back.I never hope to be a stranger to you,i was hearing to this secondhand serenade's Stranger and somehow it lead me to you.Well,you know how much i like to express myself through songs or the meanings of the lyrics right?so there this few line when i heard it makes me to think of you...

Turn Around,
Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction,
So there is a connection,
I can't speak,
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention,
I'm staring at perfection,
Take a look at me so you can see,
How beautiful you are...


You call me a stranger,
You say I'm a danger,
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight,
I'm broke and abandoned,
You are an angel,
Making all my dreams come true tonight...


I'm confident,
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you,
I knew you could see right through me,
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into,
I was hoping that you could see,
Take a look at me so you can see...... *stranger by Secondhand Serenade*


So yea..that's how it would be but i wish i could tell you all this but i guess not huh?hmm..will fate bring us to see each other again?will i ever see the sweet smile of yours that could even stop my heart beats?like the last time you smile at me from where the table you sat in my store and all i could do is just smile to you,sorry aite?i should have walk towards you and talk to you before i don't get any chance.Remember the line from the song Hands Down that i was talking about to you?and that final line about how sweet it was?here it is...

Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair,
That you twirled in your fingers,
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late,
And this walk that we shared together,
The streets were wet and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it and I let you in,
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist,
And you kissed me like you meant it,
And I knew that you meant it,
That you meant it, that you meant it,
And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it... *Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional*

*hands down to you girl,end discussion....