..tagged by Ryan..

Firstly describe the current you in 5 words:

1. I'm having a mix emotions right now and dat is all i havta say...

Five things you love about life:

1. my family members of course...
2. That special person dat still linger in my heart[my lady boss]...
3. All my memories i had with you dat i'll cherish forever...
4. All my frens...
5. My guinea pig??...

5 Famous people you'd love to meet:

1. Any of the famous people in the world as long i have a great time with them,why not kan??haha..One of them Oprah =P...

5 Movies you love:

1. Jerry Mcguire
2. Top Gun
3. Sepet
4. Maid of Honour
5. Titanic??...

5 professions you'd love to have:

1. Pilot
2. Chef
3. Vet
4. Vocalist in a Band??...
5. Model??..lolz

5 Best Authors:

1. No comment...xD

5 Inspirations:

1. Family members...
2. You my lady boss...
3. Frens...
4. Successful people...
5. Movies lolz...

5 Favourite stuff:

1. Phone
2. my chain
3. Polo Sport
4. my shorts??
5. my shirts??...

5 things you hate:

1. The day you walk away from me...
2. Missing you every nite...
3. Feeling lonely without you...
4. When i want you back in my arms again...
5. When you're far away from me...

*i hate all dis cuz i wish you'll be back here with me again..

5 favourite places:

1. home
2. Yam-cha spot...
3. Mid valley??
4. my kampung
5. a quiet beach...

5 girls/guys you are currently liking [girls definitely]:

1. There is only one and you're the only one,Baiti *smiLes...

5 Favourite people to chat with:

1. my lady boss cuz you always makes me smile...
2. Lynn
3. Ah pek [Ryan]
4. my mom??
5. Lex...

5 things you wanna improve more about yourself:

1. Maintaning a relationship
2. Being MUCH more sweet/romantic to a girl
3. my future
4. Hope to understand you more
5. Treat you with the way you want to be treated...

5 Things you would take to a desserted Island:

1. My lady boss of course
2. a guitar
3. some flowers for you
4. swimming outfit for us
5. life jacket or some gummy bears for you *smiLes...

5 places you wanna visit:

1. You in Ipoh...
2. Japan
3. Italy
4. the whole malaysia
5. america...

5 Things you really want:

1. you by my side right now
2. having all our late nite calls again [credit,sakit!!]..
3. Seeing you smile...
4. seeing you emo...
5. spending a lovely day with you...

5 Songs that make you cry the most:

1. Secondhand Serenade's A twist in My story
2. Secondhand Serenade's Your Call
3. Secondhand Serenade's It's Not Over
4. FM Static's Tonight
5. FM Static's Moment Of Truth

5 Most fashionable friends according to you:

1. Najee
2. lynn
3. Baiti
4. Lex
5. Ah Pek[Ryan]

5 people you love the most:

1. Family members
2. you,Baiti...
3. all my frens
4. me,myself
5. my emo partner...

5 impossible dreams:

1. Be your 'sayang' at the moment
2. In a relationship
3. Fullfilling all my wish...
4. Turn back time??
5. Jump off a building and wish you can fly??lolz...

5 Dreams in the future:

1. Hold you in my arms again...
2. Call you my sayang...
3. Wish you good nite by saying 'i love you...
4. able to make you smile and cheer you up so you would be happy every day with me...
5. Spending a special day with you before you leave...

*i'm done with my tagged lolz...

...twilight...

aite aite..The most havoc and popular must watch movie for all the teens before the year end is here *smiLes..Well with all the fuss bout Mr.Bond and Mr.Troy Bolton[High School Musical] have finally ended,here comes the fuss bout the romantic vampire in twilight la kan??lolz..Okay,i havta say i'm also a fan of dis novel so well,looks like im not gonna miss dis movie and hope it's not some over rated movie la kay??*finger-crossed..Well,i might search dat special one to catch dis movie with me but who knows kan?Maybe ended up a lonely fella in the theatre sniff..

Enjoy ppl,cheers...

...a song for you...

i got dis song from ne-yo latest album 'Year of the Gentleman' and well the name of the song is Miss Independent *smiLes..The first time i heard dis song playing on the radio i thought about you since you're my lady boss kan??..Well,i can say dat dis song is bout an independent women =P..Enough say la,some girls dis days act like a boss or talk like a boss but well,some guys like it dis way kan??haha..Don't believe,here are some of the lyrics..

Ooh it's something about just something about the way she moved

I can't figure it out, there's something about her (about her)

Say ooh there's something about,

Kinda women that want you but don't need you

Hey, I can't figure it out, there's something about her

Cause she walk like a boss, talk like a boss

Manicured nalis, just sent the pedicure off

She's fly effortlessly

Cause she move like a boss, do what a boss

Do, she got me thinking about getting involved

That's the kinda girl I need..

She got her own thing

That's why I love her

Miss independent

Won't you come and spend a little time

She got her own thing

That's why I love her

Miss independent...

Ooh the way you shine

*miss independent by Ne-Yo..

...back to basic..

*wink..

aite,as you all now dis days everything also naik harga so i actually change my sticks from Winston to L&M but oh well,dis evening when i ran out of sticks,i drop by 7-Eleven and wanted to buy a new one,i saw my favourite Winston was on the shelf ..Oh why not get back my old favourite kan??haha Omg,as soon as i got my first puff of the day i was feel like saying "Winston,aku cinta pada Mu" lolz..I seriously miss it la ppl so forgive me *smiLes..I know these days im quite a heavy *ahem...even SHE say so sigh..But did you know,maybe these days i don't do anything *naughty except dis lolz..Well,lets just put it dat it'll be my only companion without you by my side..But i promise i'll slow down cuz i know you'll dislike seeing me doin all these..

..a long wait but worth every seconds of it..

Hey everyone...Aite,i have been quite busy dis week so dats the reason i didn't blog but guess who is back??lolz..Kay,dis time i share with you ppl the day dat i have waited so long have finally arrived =P..Aite,it's been awhile since i saw her and finally i could on last thursday nite since me,najee,lynn and baiti planned to go murni..But guess wat?a heavy downpour dat evening so we havta cancel the whole plan sniff..i know ppl,so potong kan??..sigh..

But it's okay,we all meet up at where else other than Jaya32 Old Town White lolz..Me and najee was there at first so we waited for them.Trust me ppl,at dat very moment i was kinda nervous but well,i was seeing najee rather calm and all so i pun *budget relax la lolz...OMG,at first i saw lynn around the corner and she was just right behind her =P..Dats was the first time i saw her since like wat 7months?i was all happy but there were questions popping out my head whether will she be happy to see me or questions like *shit man,what is HE doin here??sigh...But thank god it was rather opposite and no awkward moment when all of us spent time together *smiLes..

instead of thinking where to go next ,lynn suggested dat we crash her place next and gosh,najee was all excited wei lolz..We ended play some GAMES and guess wat,najee was bully-ing the girls haha Lynn suggest karoake next since she have the whole set in her place and oh boy,najee and baiti was all excited lolz..For you guys info,the reason for the heavy rain on thursday nite was KINDA najee fault cuz he was singing his lungs out in the car to the song ZOMBIE!!..haha Dat dude have a special voice wei..lolz..Omg,i swear it was so adorable and cute seeing baiti holding the mic pretending singing but well,she CAN sing ppl,trust me in dat haha..Well,thinking bout it makes me smile right now too..

Well well,wat happen next will sound crazy cuz they actually plan to jump into the pool while its kinda raining out there?!..Aite,honestly,i don't think they'll thought dat i'll be crazy with them as i always branded the dude who cares a lot bout his hair BUT..Just BUT baiti,there are changes in me kay??lolz..Omg,the water was cold but wat the hell la..doin some crazy stuff at times is fun kan??haha..

Oh you guys should see najee in his cute lil boxers wei!!..Sorry najee,i havta post bout dis and remind me to get you a much more CUTER boxers on your next birthday kay?lolz..No worries,the 2girls was enjoying looking at you kay??lolz..*Ter-angkat la them haha!!..kay kay,we finally left around 2-ish and wat happen next i have to thank lynn and najee *smiLes..Thanks lynn for giving najee dat cup of drink before we left kay??..you both understand me kan?? =P

Oh well,i think someone up there have granted me my wish and i donno howta say how much i appreciate it and thank to you too,my lady boss for being such a lovely person dat nite =P...Thanks for fullfilling the wish dat i had waited so long but spending time with you dat nite was worth every seconds of it...Eventhough it was in a short period of time but it was enough to cheer my lonely heart again..thank you baiti..

..sleep-less nite - Genting??..

*the condition when we on our way down..

*my ride to genting..

*wiNk..

*magic??..and dats cam-whoring lolz..

*the path back home sweet home..

*dis is wat keeping us stay awake..

*Mr.Ryan..

*smiLes..

aww..

*Chill-ing with a cup of coffee..

*Genting..

*His mood before goin up..

*dis how desperate ppl can be in search for parking..

*driving side by side lolz..

*Lingesh was hyper when he see any poles?!..

Hey everyone...aite,unlike everyone saturday,i have work in the early morning[7:30 a.m.] at jaya 32 and gosh,i have to wake up freaking early and guess wat??the store manager was late xD..haiyo..kay,my shift ended around 2p.m. and seriously i can't stand anymore waiting for my fren mr.damian yap to come over so instead i took a cab and went straight home..sigh..i crash my bed as soon as i step foot into my room and the next thing happen is "Dream land,here i come"..lolz..dats how my saturday afternoon ended,yess ppl..sad kan??..

Dis is where all the crazy stuff started,as soon as i heard my lovely Hot N Cold ringtone starts ringing..i jump off my bed cuz well,my bro Ryan was ajak-ing me to yam cha so why not kan??haha..we head to pj and ended up waiting somewhere in front of mr.david mo house which is a playground[the mosquito there are killing me im telling you,lolz..]..Oh well,one by one all my frens starting to show up and instead of planning where to go,me and david was laughing our ass off listening to wat anirwan was bang-ing lingesh cuz it was hilarious kay?haha..finally mr.Mo decided to give a call to aishah and as soon hanson and chris arrived,we headed to Jaya32's Old Town White[favourite spot la there..] cuz we meet up with aishah over there..Gosh,from 6 of us in the taman ended up like more than 10 of us in old town haha While we all was chit chatting and all of sudden i heard from the end of the table mr.Ryan saying dat we drive up to genting after dis!!..Omg,from a normal yam cha session turn into planning who'll be driving up to genting haha I'll be home alone anyway so why not follow all my bro and be crazy on a saturday nite kan??lolz..

The drivers would be mr.ryan and Foo Soon!!..haha it was their first time driving up so both of them a bit happy kut..haha only 8 of us wanted to go and dat is Ryan,Abel,Hanson,Chris,Foo Soon,Yoke Meng,David and me =P..We divided into *ahem..non smokers and smokers car haha so yupp..We started our journey up around 11-ish..Oh,the funny part is foo soon car is like over-weight??..haha cuz they were ppl like foo soon himself,yoke meng and david in it,pity chris havta stuck in there xD..If foo soon really drift memang hancur la lolz..but watever it is,i havta say dis to ryan and foo soon dat im proud of you guys cuz it was your first time driving up but you guys did good la *smiLes..Guess wat?the most stupid thing occur is dat ALL of us notice dat everyone of us was wearing SHORTS when we up there and when the cold breeze of genting blow at us..uuh,syok wei!!haha..some of us was hungry so we headed where else but yupp,old town white again[back in pj go same place,up there ALSO same place xD]..but it was full so we when to dis spot where you can say there is cheap food la..iF you say nasi lemak and chee cheong fun worth RM6.50!!!..then cheap it is ppl sigh..

After dat me and abel wanted to pay a visit to our Starbucks store in Genting and we felt pity at the staff over there cuz my god,it's like 2-ish in the morning and the starbucks is STILL filled with customers wei..Ended up me and Abel ordered a to-go Grande no whip mocha and caramel machiato and the bill was just RM19.85[after discount la of course]..In genting consider reasonable for a starbucks drink and yupp,some of my frens buy drinks from the store after they know we both have discounts on the drinks lolz..So,we chill there awhile and took some pictures *smiLes..Not cam-whoring but took pictures of us kay??haha..we left like half an hour after dat and begin our journey down pulak =D..There dis saying dat goin up genting is much more easier then goin down but oh well,we trust ryan and foo soon in it la haha...One pro manual[ryan] and one drifter wei[foo soon] *coughs...

Oh well,we were safely arrived down around 3-ish i guess[gosh,wonder how fast ryan drove wei]..Ryan was too sleepy so we shift driver to mr.Hanson[speed king im telling you] after the toll and sigh,while we was speeding back home all of sudden kena SPEED TRAP!!..Kantoi in the road block in front and dis was the conversation between us and the mr.policeman..

Policeman : Adik,awak melangkau speed limit 80km..speed awak ialah 98km..Lebih 18km jadi kena saman RM300..

All of us : Or..okay..[Lolz..we sounded like some rich kid only cuz we all was blur so forgive us la haha..]

I stayed up the whole nite cuz sigh,i havta feed my guinea pig with carrots!!..sigh..sorry la,i am an animal lover so i can't leave my starving guinea pig all alone kay??haha..slept around 9a.m. after dat..oh well,as i say ppl..a crazy yet joyful nite/morning i had *smiLes..till next time,cheers everyone..

..a twist in my story and this is for you..

..hmm,i got dis word from the song 'a twist in my story' by secondhand serenade..yupp,dis 25th of November should be 7months of me being without you by my side.The feeling of loneliness and emptiness without you here is just so bitter and i don'knoww how much longer can i stand all dis feelings..At times in the nite,i do question myself why do your memories still linger around me or even in my dreams but i admit dat i couldn't let go all the memories we had eventhough it lasted only 2months..Some ppl will think dat adlan,your being so dumb to hold on to the past memories and you should just let it go and move on but wat i can reply to dat comment is dat if you're in my shoes,you'll understand why wouldn't i can let it go..its not easy to let go something dat you cherish..every month when the date 25th arrived,i have no idea why i'll feel down cuz it'll reminds me of all the memories i had with you,it's this very day i cofessed to you to be with me and on this very day that you have brighten up my darker days..You not only have change me into a better person today but you have lift me up when my i was down on my knees,all your words and advice have guided me to the right path..I'll miss all the late night calls we had and hearing your voice before sleeping is just wat i look forward to everday in my life and i miss being your 'sayang'...and most of all,i miss you saying dat you love me cuz dat'll your final line every nite without fail..

i am missing so many stuff about you and i know im living in a reality world,so probably i could not turn back time and re-live what we had..But if i have a wish,i would wish dat give me a day or an hour would be enough to be together with you again cuz i have many unspoken words to tell you..You just take my breath away when i seat next to you cuz you know im not good in words but everything dat i told you before are truly from my heart..i have no idea whether you'll get the chance to read dis post but i believe in fate,i hope god make you do so and you'll understand..I'm sure you'll be wondering why wouldn't i let you go but i simply can't cuz you had me..

i have a close fren told me dat we are good to be together but only at the wrong time,i trust wat she said cuz honestly,i knew our break up wasn't because of both of us but just at dat very moment there some stuff dat kept your mind from our relationship but i won't blame you for dis and i just blame myself can't be there for you..all i can say is just dat im sorry but i did everything i could..Now,whenever i miss you i just can only think back all the memories we had and i just can quietly missing you deep down in my heart,i just can whisper you in my prayers every nite before i sleep cuz dats the least i could do..i'm sad dat i don't have a picture of us and if we did,i wouldn't dis sad..*i hope you're doin well..

Some lines from various songs i heard dat'll make me think of you :-

Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down,

It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now

Not a whisper,

the only noise is the receiverI'm counting the seconds until you break the silence,

So please just break the silence,

The whispers turn to shouting,

The shouting turns to tears,

Your tears turn into laughter,

And it takes away our fears,

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me,

I'll give up all I had just to breathe,

The same air as you till the day that I die,

I can't take my eyes off of you..

*a twist in my story by secondhand serenade..

I lose myself in all these fights,

I lose my sense of wrong and right,

I cry, I cry,

It's shaking from the pain that's in my head,

I just wanna crawl into my bed,

And throw away the life I led,

But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over,

it's over, why is it over?

We had the chance to make it,

Now it's over, it's over,

it can't be over,

I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart,

I'm falling apart,

Don't say this won't last forever,

You're breaking my heart,

you're breaking my heart,

Don't tell me that we will never be together,

We could be over and over,

We could be,

forever..

*It's not over by Secondhand Serenade..

*i still miss you Baiti..*

..a post for a lovely band..

Hey ppl!!..i bet everyone have their own choice of favourite band right??so well its same here to me,if i havta pick my favourite band it'll be only one and dat would be Secondhand Serenade..i bet everyone heard their hit song 'fall for you' in the radio almost everyday kan?haha well,it is a lovely song though but don't minus off their other songs too so ppl,you guys should check their other songs too..

*a lil profile bout the band..

..its actually originated from John Vesely's[vocalist] primarily solo musical project.The band name came from John Vesely himself,the name 'Secondhand Serenade' is an autobiographical one.According to John Vesely most of his songs are originally sung to his wife as serenades. Music fans hear them only secondhand. Hence the name Secondhand Serenade..

yupp,dats a lil bout the band ppl so now you guys understand why it is know as secondhand serenade la lolz..Hmm,i bet Mr.John Vesely here really love his wife very much huh?lolz

..Aite,actually if you guys listen properly to the lyrics its actually very meaningful and gosh,with wat happen with my situation lately,dats wat makes me fall in love with dis band and their songs =D..

..almost a year holiday for me..

sigh..i met lotsa my frens lately and most of them asking me dis common question "when are you gonna start study adlan??"..Honestly,i have no idea myself even my mom ask me the same question xD..Well,i don't brand myself as the study type so well i often hear from ppl dat you can't survive in dis current world without a qualification in some field..Im lil confused myself right now but im happy with the way i am now so probably i'll just ignore wat ppl goin to say but well,im interested in culinary arts cuz well,its based more to foodline kan??..I love foods and eating is like my second thing i do most all of the time beside *ahem sleeping [dats explain how i gain weight lately] lolz..Well all i havta say my frens and with god bless,i'll start studying next year aite?no idea which intake but i will kut haha..Im not wasting my time either,gaining working experience and earning some pocket money so i just don't sit around and ask my parents for money haha..Dats explain how i can buy my packs of twenties anirwan..lolz Well,i just posted dis so dat to all my frens who'll be reading dis will understand me aite?..

cheers everyone..

..officially a STARBUCK-ian..

*passing my art of epresso class..

lolz..yes ppl,im actually working in starbucks right now..store no.075 Assunta=P..time flies dat fast and its been a month since i work there and well,i bet you guys gonna laugh at me after reading dis line but it was one of my aim to complete after my high school so yupp,mission accomplished i can say cuz well,personally im a coffee lover myself so yupp,with now working in an environment filled with coffee??haha cun la i say =D..Not just dat ppl..I bet everyone know Abel Chong[Mr.enjin masuk air guy] and Najee[Mr.Healing Love??] has join the clan so you guys can imagine how havoc the store could be when we have dis 2ppl around lolz..wat can i do kan??..like ppl say,the more the merrier??haha..So to all my mates who fill like having a coffee on a lovely evening just drop by assunta's starbucks store and im sure you can bump into one of us lolz..p.s. Najee and Abel looks so funny wearing those starbucks shirt and trust me everyone,najee looks so blur when he makes coffee *smiLes..

*im sorry for your hair guys cuz well,you guys looks more cun with shorter hair kan??lolz..

..as i promise everyone..

Gosh,after reading all my older post..all my inspirations to blog is back lolz...

sorry everyone for keeping you guys waiting so here it goes..in my next post i'll be blogging bout wat is happening these days aite?..Hope you guys like it..

read on ppl!!..lolz